rabz

It's been over a month and still nothing

Date: 19 Aug 2008, 12:43 pm / Mood: aggravated


 Salaam



 A side from the few generic emails I recieved...I feel like I've been duped.



Man what was I thinking... I won't get into detail of the matter... but  I feel so dumb because I put my trust in a muslim and now nothing...



Like why play your brothers and sister for money... I don't get it...



Now I see why my MB said she has lost her trust with the Ummah... Now I see why many muslims don't trust another muslim. To many hypocrits  with in the Islamic world.



This wouldn't be the first time I gave money to a muslim for an aid then just use me.



I remember ordering some clothes for one store own by a muslim and never got the item... written them and never got a response.



I am so green when it comes to the Muslims.... I always want to give them the benefit of the doubt.... but  when I do... I'm the one that's hurt. shocked... Because i can't belive that there are some muslim in this world whose worse then the unbeliever.... the Kufar etc.



It so makes me want to leave out of it.... and not socialize with any muslims of today.



I tired of those whose judgemental... Bashing one another... or just plain out arrogant (sp).



Saying msulims use today  but some how lost they use it loosely



"InshAllah"



Trust in Allah



Do things for the sake in Pleasing Allah"



 



These are just a few... One person told me straight up- I'ts just a figure of speech. All muslims say it.



 And it blew my mind... like "WOW" there was a time when saying these phrases had meaning... now it has become the norm...



So sad...



I have to make a hijar... and get away from all of these negative vibes, decietful people... and lairs.



 


siratalmustaqeem (19 Aug 2008, 11:31 pm):
Not all "muslims" practice Islam properly but we have to remember Allah is most just, no one's rights will be forgotten and no punishment will be pushed aside.
zaahi (19 Aug 2008, 3:08 pm):

"I tired of those whose judgemental... Bashing one another... or just plain out arrogant (sp)."

I agree...are Ummah is not going so well, its sad, and disappointing and soemtimes just plain fustrating that we cant trust our own people.

ibelieve88 (19 Aug 2008, 1:38 pm):

salaam,

Sadly even if u do make hijra you probably won't escape that. Wallahi it's sad!! I mean who can u say " wallahi" when u don't mean it? don't they know that they swearing in the name ALLAH SWT?? or when they say InshAllah , and nope it's "when I want to" to them. I definitely feel u sis, I'm just completely bemused. But I hope I'll live to see a day when all muslims will be united under one banner...ameen

islamfan (19 Aug 2008, 1:11 pm):

not all muslims.........................in every place and every religion u will find good and bad

just look for good ppl and avoid bad ones