I can't believe

 

 

Salaam All,

For sometime now I've been writing blogs... I'm not new to this nor am I new to Islam...

And I can't believe my blogs people actually reads, comments, happy, smile, cry or the opposite- want to debate, complain or are bothered by.

I can't believe this... but Allahu Alim.

 

I write and blog about things that's on my mind... and always wonder if I'm the only one that think like this... and to My  surprise- I'm not  the only one... ....

One sister wrote a comment  on one of my blogs that TOUCHED ME... she said she actually like reading my blogs and how this one ( Dikr Allah) made her cry...

 

I was touched by this... I sometimes forget when I blog that i do have readers.... on my other site a sister wrote me and informed me that her Mother uses not a muslim talks about me because she the muslimah share my blogs with her... and Her mother is getting a better understanding of Islam...  ANd i told her like I tell you now... I just blog what's on my mind and what I find in  my research...

 

Peeling the social or cultural lens from my eyes when it comes to Islam...

 I'm not Prefect... Allah KNOWS  I'm not....

 

I can't believe.... that even with Quran and Sunnah as what is or isn't... Even with "SCHOLARS" who invest more time in research then me... would support my blogs... PEOPLE still want to go against it...

 And yes from my family to my friends they all told me- "You're going to rattle some muslims beliefs... you're going to push some buttons... many people don't want to hear or see things in a different light- because their foundation will be rattled...

But as muslims we're suppose to search learn and look at things from all angles- Esp when it comes to our religion....

Scholars of old times and Scholars of now are doing that.... They are taking their time in learning more about Islam.... All of us should do that...

Researching Islam  in todays time and comparing to past is my hobbie... I'm a geek when it comes to Religion... and I like to share what I've found....

Honestly if you don't like it- Don't read it...

But I do thank those that have read my blogs and support me in finding the truth even if I might go it alone...

We came in this world alone and we're going to live this world alone so.... Finding and searching for truth is a lonely road....

Going against the MASS is a lonely road... and to me I feel like I am doing something right and I share it...

Anything Good that comes from my Blogs are all frome ALLAH (SWT) and anything bad is from me.... and I ask Allah to forgive and guide me closer to HIM.

 

Fi amin Allah

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