The choice is yours.

Im a Muslim. Its the best decision I have ever made and will have ever made. Islam is not a one day thing. Its not a public thing nor a private thing. Islam for me is the only hope I have. Anyone who comes in contact with me has come in contact with Islam. Sure I have rules to live by but they are not only are set to help me but to help everyone around me.



What is so bad about wanting to be modest. When did it become such a bad thing to treasure my femininity and for a man to have a firm hold on his masculinity? Why am I thought of as bad for not wanting to be like everyone else if they are doing wrong. Why must I change my morals and values to fit your lifestyle and choices you have made?



Why is it you want to be like people who don't care about you? Why do you claim to be a leader when your just being like everyone else trying to fit in? I'll never fit in, I'll never meet these modern standards, but I don't want to. I don't agree with them.



You think your any different then anyone else, that you know everything about life. You wish not to hear the advice of those who have been there and done that, you want to feel pain to then get pity?



You want to be an adult but these choices you have made they are not mature, they are choices only a blinded fool would make. You wish for people to be close to you, yet you repel them with every push putting blame on others though you know it is only you to be held accountable. You don't know how to stop, how to ask for help. You think you must do something that it's to late.



Do you not remember yourself the one under those self chosen marks, the one whom you think not good enough? Can you think above all that self obsession? Any choice made will always have an outcome whether be positive or negative. The choice is yours.